Tick, Tock. This is a clock.
"If Dean’s got a secret, Dean’s secret is he wants a really normal family. And it’s kind of really heart breaking for me. Like it wasn’t a funny scene, but it became really heart breaking. We have this character who is telling Dean like, “Let’s go have this picnic and we’ll pick up Ben from baseball,” just the most suburban mini van life ever, and that’s what he wants. And his embarrassment that Sam is watching it, and you get the sense that he’s had this dream all the time, but he’s like embarrassed, “Oh no I’ve never had this dream before,” and it really just kinda breaks your heart in the middle of this fast moving episode." Eric Kripke
See, deep down, I’m just jealous.